work will always be stressful............

hmm lets see.. i'll talk about yesterday first.. which is now 2 days ago but yeah....


fireworks - sweden was pretty good! loved the rainbow colours! loved the ABBA! loved the cherries, spaghetti, shimmering hugggggge fireworks... hehe there's something about fireworks that amazes me so much! everytime i watch them im in awe =D it's just.. things like that don't happen everyday.. and how they light up the sky and reflect on the water =) SOOOO pretty !


okay lets backtrack a bit to WORKKK ahhh the horror.. so i was basically on my own =O i don't trust myself one bit! but i ask a lot of questions.. but when ken's not there i struggle and that's not funnn


anyway i needed to keep a list of the things i bought in july (IT's LONG AND AWFULLLL) but most of it was for work i must say... cause i can't update my passbook myself at workk and my mommy doens't have time....


OKAYYY first things first
$30 - face cream, batteries and mascara from Shoppers
$50 - shirt from Guess
$55 - sandals from Aldo
$80 - dress & sweater from Mantique (for serena's wedding)
$35 - beige pants for work from Le Chateau
$15 - black pants for mommy from Suzy Shier
$28 - brown top for work from Suzy Shier
$22 - white blouse for work from Suzy Shier
$35 - white pants for work from Le Chateau
$55 - sweater and tank for work from Mantique
$90 - pointy black shoes for work from Aldo
$69 - August buspass
=$564

ahh and that just about adds up to almost DOUBLE my biggest paycheque, from 2 weeks ago from working almost full time at subway... oh my lanta i seriously got to stop this!!!!!!!!! though it's mostly for work since i don't have such sophisticated clothes to wear to work - i asked my mom what i could wear for work & she looks through my closet and says NOTHING - except the dress from my aunty's wedding maybe..

my face feels incredibly oily ahhhhhhhh it's so humid thats why.. and maybe from working at subway today... but i made one bacon sandwich i remember.....working there today was not good at all too.. i felt so lazy and the conditions, what my manager said to me, how my coworker wants to quit so badly/how i got the feeling she was being a bit lazy and telling me to do the customers - just made me dislike it more.. i got there late - like really late.. my manager pops in 5 mins later but thank god i get everything ready in time.. (my manager and i aren't exactly on good terms - haven't been, wont be) anyway she asked me when i could work after fireworks and i told her sunday cause im working at the bank.. and then she says (most likely out of spite) that she can't guarantee morning shifts - that i might get the night one....

if so and i keep getting the night one.. then i will give in my 2 weeks notice as soon as possible.. (that night shift is the worse!!!!!!!!! for a couple of reasons 1) it DOES get busy 2) you have a number of things to do and sunday morning people can't/just don't finish everything 3) you're by yourself 4) manager opens the next day and expects everything to be perfect.. 5)you now only have half an hour to close...... so basically you run out of time)

not to sound cocky or anything - but i am better than this.. i don't deserve to be working there and be pushed around by someone who... how do i say this - isn't of much higher authority? she's turning this subway location into a.. okay i can't say this without being racist - let's just say, teenagers aren't good enough to work there - they're all philipino, a lot older and have had a lot of experience in the fast food - a lot less fun and slower as well...........

at the bank - i feel like i belong more.. i've finally found another job which i've badly wanted for sooooo long.. coworker wise - these are people i have more in common with - they go to the same school and they're educated.. they will take the customer instead of telling you that there's a customer (like my coworker did today at subway).. see the difference? after working at the bank it's so hard to come back and be pushed around and told to do this and that and to check the diner and washroom and etc by people that aren't better but because of this managerial position at this fast food location, are automatically better...

however im glad that i am almost out of this.. even though the bank is so much more stressful it's way better in many ways. and i don't mean to sound cocky or anything but this is just the way i feel - that i am better than that... i was born, raised and educated here.. i should be working in a bank instead of this fast food joint..... i am outtie! even if i don't last long at the bank...... im just too tired to deal with that stuff.. been there a year and worked my ass off and that's long enough i would say.

anywaaaaaaaaaaaaay it's getting late and i should sleep so i can read the rest of the CSR booklet tomorrow and be a little more aware to deal with foreign currency on tuesday so i dont screw up???? Yeahhhhhhh hopefully!

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goodnight